By Frater Yeheshuah
In my experience, there are no mystical secrets or hermetically sealed spiritual truths… none, at least, that ought to be secret. Great care needs to be taken at times to heal a sister with my own bit of insight rather than damage her more severely than has already been done. But, it seems to me, those insights are not to be protected by secrecy, but need to be handed over with attention to the sister who receives them. People who are familiar with the OTO and related magical and mystical societies will know that oaths of silence on certain matters are extracted from those who would pass through the initiations and receive an order’s teachings. Freemasonry’s highest secret truth is that of the need for each of us to love our brothers and sisters. OTO’s highest bit of gnosis, the 9th degree secret teachings, is, in part, that Jesus Christ is God made flesh, the Second Person of the Triune God. These are not secrets. Rather, that they were imparted to the seeker at all is the secret. (And since I have received these truths without the obligation to secrecy, given the way I became aware of the secrets, I am able to share their content with you.)
In 1917, the founder of the OTO, Theodore Reuss, wrote an introduction to Crowley’s Gnostic Mass wherein it is explained that the purpose of the order, in its form as the Ecclesia Gnostica Cattolica, is to establish a purified Christianity. If that statement was being made openly, why does the order work so hard to keep such secrets hidden. “Why?” is not for me to determine. This I do know: if I had smelled Christianity around the OTO almost 20 years ago, I would never have approached them or worried at all about their teachings. My heart and mind needed to be renewed. I needed to die and rise again. And I did.
So, I am a Christian now, although I am still a member of the OTO. Magick has fallen away in favor of the deeply healing personal experience of the Incomprehensible One who is Love, mysticism. Magick itself is a sort of smoke screen, confusing the seeker. There is no occult mastery of nature. Spirits never convey Nobel prize-winning scientific insights. The miraculous is a means of keeping the secrets hidden. Mysticism, however, is ordinary and breaks through the screen. Or, mysticism is the ordinary experience of the Son leading us through the smoke.
May the Spirit which is poured into us at Baptism give us new hearts.